Things will be hard but you will get through them in middle school. The transfer over to high school is gonna be the big change in your life. Sophomore and junior year you’re gonna realize how terrible your anger issues actually are and start becoming more depressed. Those two years are gonna be full of regret and heartache. Then in senior year things will be done that you never thought you would do and it’s gonna have a very big impact on the relationship between you and your family, but really in the end you know where you stand and make the choices for your own life and maybe one day you will get through it.
There are things that you could have done differently, maybe work hard in school. Even just the people you hang around honestly, look for people that are better than that because in the end all of them are gonna end up hurting you and leaving you anyway. Don’t give your trust to a whole bunch of people because really there isn’t any reason to trust them. They need to earn your trust.
Your gonna end up getting a job the summer before you senior year and it will be there throughout your whole senior year. Your gonna have to figure everything on your own because they won’t help you and everyone there will be two faced even the least expected people. There is a lot drama and there will be many people that talk about you but don’t listen to what they say and don’t let them bring you down to your breaking point, people like that shouldn’t get the pleasure of watching you crash. Pay attention because there will be many people that come and go and what you have is yourself.
Love, Your 18 Year Old Self
Dear Future Kailey, Hopefully you and mom are getting along better than what you guys used too, and that choice you made is still in your life. Your probably living it up even though you’re older now and I guess that's the expected thing to do. I wonder, do have kids? Or are you married? I want to know where you ended up in life, or if you have the same friends that you had in high school.
Hopefully you got somewhere good, and didn’t end up where you thought throughout your childhood life. Hopefully you grew a pair and decided to push the people that are rude and drama queens out of the way and payed attention to you own self. Hopefully you are stronger and won’t take nobodys crap.